♥ Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Im sick for 2 days and no one notice me .Today alot of things happen . And i dun know what can i do .Its hurt alot . Tears keep on dropping Sorry friends ,For pei-ing me so long ,And thanks . Now my head is very pain . But my heart more even pain ,And i dunno what to do . His parent call me , Tomorrow morning go call him go school . And i dunno whether wan go anot . If i go ,Will he ignore me ? Will he pretend that i am invisible ? Or will he scold me ? I'm scare , Really really very scare . The feeling is like , Everything is going to be gone forever . And everything are going to be in the darkness world again . Even my future also turning to darkness . This is the 2nd time i have been leave all alone in darkness world . Its really hurt alot .Im hungry but not feel like eating . Did not drink for 1 days . Now in front of me has a bowl of rice . And i dun feel like eating .Just wish to drink alot alot alot of water Until my stomach burst and gone in this world . What can i do now ?My head is damn pain . I feel like crying again My heart is bleeding .I really dun wan to hurt myself , But it cannot compare to the pain i had . Kenny Sim I will wait for you forever ,And i will prove it to you , I mean it . Whether you believe it anot , i will prove it to you . I will never give up on you no matter what <3
Even if you scold me or hurt me even more ,
I will still always wait for you <3
My beloved . <3 I love you and that will never change .