♥ Wednesday, January 20, 2010
3 days pass ~He still so cold to me As i still dont feel like eating anything . Once eat i will make myself to vomit out . Maybe you dont know . Even if you know , you wont care Cause this is the only way to punish myself .See you happy can le . I dont mind myself getting hurt (:Because i caused everything . So i must punish myself . I cause too much painfulness and sadness to your heart . So i must punish myself. Let see still got what i can make myself hurt .I said to wait for him . So no one can stop me . Wait for him till im dead ~ boy iloveyou .