♥ Friday, January 22, 2010

5 days without you ~
I wish to hear your voice again ~
I wish that you can smile to me again ~
I wish that you can pat my head with your hands again ~
I wish that you can protect me whenever i need you again ~
I wish that you can make me smile again ~
I know you always want to make me smile ,
I just wont smile .
So sorry ):
Everything that i do , im so regretted now ~
How i wish that we can restart ~
I know my mistakes le and i wont do it again
But is there still got any chance ~
It seem that you look happy without me . ~
Are you really happy ?
But will the day come ?
The day you be with me again ?
The day you say i love you again ? ~
Maybe it will take 1 week ? 1 month ? 1 year ?
Or even till the day im gone ?
who know? ~
I feel so regret ~
How i wish that i could slash myself ~
But i think its no use .
It will shorten my life only .
So i rather do things that can make me suffer ~
When i see you , your face will always looks so angry .
Izzit you dont want to see me ?
My tears always going to rush down .
But i hold it .
No matter how painful my heart was .
I just cant cry .
I wont cry infront of you anymore .
I know this will make you more angry if i cry .
When ~
Can you talk to me again ~
I will wait ~
No matter it take 1 week ? 1 month ? 1 year ? or even till the day im gone .
Or no matter what you did .
I also will wait .
No one can stop me of waiting ~
~
Can we celebrate valentine day ?
Last year we dont have the chance to celebrate .
Or maybe this year also the same ? no chance le~?
You might celebrate with others right ?
Is there still anymore chance ?
For you to love me again ?
For you to be with me again ?

boy
i miss you badly~

5 days ~
I just cant do anything well .
I cant sleep well . ~
Didnt go school for today as i having headache and my body totally no strength at all ~
Haiz .
Its painful ~
Can i see you in school on monday again ?
Your course work have started le ~
All the best to you~
I will always support you ~
Jiayou .

I hate being alone ~
But everyone is just keep on leaving me alone ~
I wish to tell everything to a friend .
But i dont think it can make a secret ~
I dont want things get worst ~
So i rather keep it to myself ~
No one will understand . ~
I try to smile .
But i keep on see your face so angry .
I feel so ~
regret~
Sorry .

Tick tock hear my life pass by
I can't erase and I can't rewind
Of all the things I regret the most I do...
Wish I'd spent more time with you~

iloveyou.