♥ Saturday, January 16, 2010
I ruin his mood today . Im really is useless uh !Everything that he can do , i cant do . If i do he will always angry . Fine fine just blame me bah .Everything my fault . You can jealous why cant i ?I have emotion too you know ?Im also just a normal human leii .You really want see me break down then you happy izzt ?I always give way but will you ?Ask you let me see you like scare then walk away so fast . Hey please why cant you let me know ? Scare for what ?Or you didnt treat me as your girlfriend anymore ? Yeah just like i said . You wont trust me anymore . You just treat me like a stranger . You wont tell me the true anymore . Or maybe you wont care of me anymore . Maybe i die you also wont know . I dont know why . Im just a useless girlfriend bah . We cant have a place where only us . We cant have a happy day . Yeah always is me . everything is me . No more other le . If he dont want me just let it be . I also cannot do anything . Just MIA or be a mute girl everyday . Just let myself rot at home . Just now my heart really crack . As i see you keep like this . This is the 2nd time you hiding things from me . Or can i say everyday you have been hiding things from me ? Who know you msging who ? -.- Your msg always delete . Only you will know . Since the day we patch back . You keep hiding things from me . Maybe if i know , what can i do ? Jealous ? No use . You will angry again . Become my fault again . Yeahhhh you win . Everything is you win . I no have the strength to win . Blah . Whatever . Just keep on pretending that i dont know .And make my heart more weaker until one day ,Its really broke into pieces . And maybe you will be happy bahh . Cause i already not in your memories anymore . No need to everyday see dao me anymore . Hope that one day i can die which no one know (: You starts to dont reply my msg . You will just reply your friends ? Or other girls ? who knows . I know you starting to hate me more than you care me . Whatever . Just let me die better ! LET ME DIE ! ANYONE COME KILL ME OR WHATEVER ! JUST LET ME DIE . . . . you also wont care Cause im scare . Im sad . or whatever . You didnt even bother to care me . Yeah whatever . Nights . Boy . .
I wait for your msg .
Till you reply then i sleep .
Take care .
