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♥ Saturday, August 28, 2010

Ohwell.
I will not continue the quarrel with you all -.-
As i know this month is what month.
Fine fine.
After this month, you promise me to let me stay overnight at outside and you still like this then i will ignore you again.
Just back from chalet.
11pm cab-ed home.
Was fun uh.
Today went to Khatib with Jiajun as im collecting my shirt.
After that, bus-ed down to Tampines, train to Pasir Ris and bus-ed to the chalet.
Wanted to walk but the weather is damn hot.
And the bus is so long .
Finally reach there. around 2.3opm?
As 2 was awake another 3 are still sleeping.
Slack till all wake up then me, Jackie, Stanley and YT go white sand buy present and cake.
Bus-ed back.
Went to the room and start wrapping the present.
Later Jiajun came up and help.
And guess what, she thinks its fun then play with the scissor, use the scissor cut very fast and end up cut till my hand wth -.-
Picture will shown after my hp is fully charged.

See >

I saw blood again.
Well Jiajun went to work and i dont know why uh.
Say hao pei wo de end up leaving me alone.
Well i know your reason and i already use to it le, so whatever.
Was at there sitting and read books whole day.
Around 7 plus the Zhende came.
Then they call me go room, chat and play cards.
10 plus cut cake. Done taking pictures then while cutting the cake into slices, they at the staircase ask Caina smack the whole cake on to his face.
End up the cake fly to the floor LOL! bo bian they use their hand and make him LOL!
Heng never kena, only Stanley kena later on LOL!
Give those presents to Zhende.
Had a fight with sis before cutting cake.
And i scare of walking alone to downtown as it was so dark -.-
And they keep on on-ing those scary sound -.- wth!
Keep tio scare by those sound and nearly cry -.-
Awhile later ask sis call cab and went to the main gate wait the cab.
Nearly fall asleep in the cab wao ! ._.
Damn tired!
Im tired eh! but i dont feel like going home
Before cutting the cake, was no mood as for parents keep on asking me to go home -.-
Now at home was boring -.-
Hate staying at home.
No one to make me laugh, each and everyone was talking among themselves or doing their own things -.-
' N ' level is coming and my study mood is not here -.- GG for me ?
Well, tomorrow going to kimkee house and help her the teacher day card and going to drink :D today cant drink tomorrow still got hehe :x
Gonna watch my anime to get my mood go up again (:
How i wish i can have such birthday celebration with friends.
But i know it's impossible (:

I'm tired, yet i can't stop to keep myself awake.
I'm panting, yet i can't hear myself breathing.
I am still motionless.
Yet i'm falling...
Into darkness of Abyss.

If only he knew, what i wanted.
If only he saw, the tears i dropped.
If only he felt, my bleeding heart.
imissyou ♥

iloveyou.

♥ Friday, August 27, 2010

Im back from chalet now .
My cheeks was damn tired LOL! keep on laughing just now LOL!
And and and! keep disturb me ): so bad !
Feel sleepy but i cant ton ):
Planning on chalet on October, anyone want go ? (:

Yo ! (: just bath-ed
Tomorrow getting my shirt soon yeah ! :D
And let's see what will happen tomorrow (:

imy♥

iloveyou.

♥ Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Didnt go school today as im going to cut my fringe later on.
11.15am wake up and wash up, now using computer.
Waiting for the time to reach the time to go out.
Pei mama go home lunch, or should i say she pei me go cut hair first then go eat?
Haha ._.
Later on i meeting the 3 of them (:
Need to go buy things, and no time left ._. rushing ~
Well, im broke soon.
I cant find work due to my ' N ' level are coming around 11 days left?
How can i bucks up ):
My math and science totally cmi! D:
Im stress of choosing the course i wanted .
2 course i wanted, which is Service skills ( office ) and Pastry & Baking.
I dont know which to choose D:
Ohmy ~
The cut-off point is see which ITE i wanted to in -.- !
Best 4 subjects? i cant rely on my math and science anymore.
Since i keep on failing -.-
Hard eh!
But i cannot give up, i will rush through my math in this 11 days.
Jiayou ! Jieying :D

iloveyou.

♥

Should i go school tomorrow ?
I dont feel like .
But staying at home will make me my mood more down .
My right eye is damn pain and starting to get blur.
Who cares (:
Just quarrel with mama again -.-
Slowly also quarrel with ahma .
They just wont understand me , they just too scare of something. -.-
Im not a kid anymore -.-
Why other's can go friend house why cant i ?
Whatever thing i do they just keep on want to start the quarrel with me
I might caught fever as my head is so pain and damn hot,
Sickness gonna come together again?
Yeah ~ just let me suffer more .

iloveyou.

♥ Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Im sad!
My grade is damn bad .
pass only 3 subjects and it is worst . 1 more still haven get the paper yet .
End school went to eat lunch at Sakae Sushi with Kimkee, Shirley, Jiajun and Qianhui .
Walk awhile as was so full ):
Then Qianhui go home while we go Kimkee house first,
Put bag, went to causeway buy things and went back to her house again .
Around 1o plus they pei me walk till my house downstair ._.
Thanks uh .
Reach home, bath, now drying hair .
Going to sleep soon im tired!
Goodnights (:

imissyou ♥

iloveyou.

♥ Monday, August 23, 2010

Ohmy!
Nearly cried in school today .
I cant believe it -.- my math is worst than my science .
What is this man !
Im just done for it !
Went to school , walk to class and slack . .
Take back science and math result today .
And i feel so -.- ? why am i so blur ? so many mistakes, wasted 1o plus marks !
Hate myself to the core !
PE was quite fun uh . Recess didnt eat .
Teacher show us dont know semo thing and no one paying attention he du lan .
Play game then all noisy he also du lan -.-
Then finally can go the lab at 4th floor . Play dont know semo game .
About social studies ? -.- I dont know anything sia .
Then finally done . Went to find Shirley and wait Jiajun to come down .
Bus-ed to causeway and meet mama and ahma.
Went to foodcourt and had our lunch .
After that went to popular and look for N level math's book but the service is damn . . .
Change till dont know semo thing . Cant find .
So went to lot 1 with Shirley and buy the book .
And went to buy icecream (:
The person very funny sia the expression -.-
Keep huh ? huh ? ._. diao !
After eating, went in the library and starts doing those questions
Again, i made mistake again for paper 1 . Then do paper 2 jitao ohmy! GG
Stress uh ! rawr!
How am i going to pass sia !
Around 6 or 7 plus went down and buy food for mama .
Train back to masiling and meet mama and papa at NTUC there .
While waiting, bought waffle and eat.
Buy alot of things inside LOL! ._.
Walk back home .
Watching anime till now .
My head hurts alot . Feel like fainting -.- .
Going to bath soon byebye !

Yo! im back .
Mama bully me sia ):
Ask me dry hair then on fan so big till im freezing now.
Bully ! ): im tired she dont let me sleep T_T
Goodnights (:

study hard uh (:
youyouyou!
♥

iloveyou.

♥ Sunday, August 22, 2010

Was watching anime from morning till now .
Wao ? Nice one uh ?
Memories keep flash back .
I envy for people that have someone to pat on their head ):
I miss those days that you patting on my head .
Its like telling me that everything will be okay.
I miss it ♥
I still cant get use to it with my phone .
Picture cant change, No screen saver ): Kinda sad uh .
Gonna save money for hard disk, iTouch and going oversea! (:
Jiayou! after N level, should go work (:
Oh well today, the pain in my stomach around there keep on hurting me .
Having school tomorrow. Yeah ~ Gonna have eye bag soon -.- !
Gonna sleep soon, continue watch my anime first (:
Goodnights (:

Anata desu watashi ichiban
♥

iloveyou.

♥ Saturday, August 21, 2010

Well .
Wake up and my daddy pooh was beside me
And i dream of you (:

Thanks ♥
iloveyou

iloveyou.

♥ Thursday, August 19, 2010

Cried.
my phone is spoil.
each and every memories in there is just gone.
2 years with this phone
1 year full of happiness and sadness memories
thousands of the messages,
in 1 seconds, everything just gone.
the only memories left is just the date of ours. ♥
phone shut down, button spoil cant on and
if go fix everything will gone.
i'm stupid.
should goes mia (:
goodbye .

you're my number one .
always ♥

thanks sis once again.
only one that let me hug when im upset.

iloveyou.

♥

Wake up at 6.3oam LOL! wao ! going to late already.
So walked to school alone o-o and heng never late! (: If take bus to interchange jiu sure late!
Haha.
Went to class. Slack till teacher come bring us go to the lab.
Bad thing is it was at lab 3 all computers is big big de ._. , good thing is heng the air con is not as cold as the 2nd lab air con LOL!
8am starts the paper, 9.3oam paper end.
Heng no border! manage to do everything LOL, was stuck at the graph for quite a long time and manage to done it (: As i see the screen it was 9.15am le ! Ohmy! so quick rush LOL!
Finally time up, bus-ed to causeway meet mama for breakfast.
Was deciding what to eat Mac or KFC, end up went to Mac for our breakfast.
After eating, wanted to walk go NTUC, end up SHOCK ! raining heavily lol!
So anyhow walk in causeway, and buy umbrella and guess what when bought-ed the umbrella the rain stops -.- !
Bought things from NTUC then went to cold storage buy food go home for lunch.
Bus-ed home, 2 plus went to take a rest till 6 plus woken up by the smell of garlic -.- !
Too strong till i wake up WTH ! ._. cmi o:
Then ate my dinner, now using computer, its so boreddd !
Heard that my math paper 2 did very badly ):
Im worrying .
Ohya, i dont know where can i buy the soft toy i wanted to buy -.-
GG.
Anyone know where got soft toy shop ? ._.
I shall study for my N level . Maybe starts from today or tomorrow ?
Math math math! always you to make me stress.
Science, shall i give up ? Seem like i cant study for it.
Let see how (:

iloveyou.

♥ Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Wake up as usual ,
Reach school le walk to class . Around 7.15am went to hall.
8am starts the math paper 2 .
Till 9.3oam -.-
Guess what i dont have enough time to complete all .
Wasted alot of marks . I guess my paper 2 will fail .
Who knows .
Stay in school awhile, wait Mr Ng bring us to lab .
Practice CPA for tomorrow ! Then bus-ed to causeway buy food for mama.
Bus-ed back home. Use com awhile then pei mama go the woodgrove buy things.
Then bus-ed back home, bu dao 5 min pei mama go downstair again.
Done her things le went to buy bubble tea. then went home .
Use com till now .
Im so bored , i wanna sleep liao
Goodnights (:

1 hr 3o min in the lab for tomorrow .
I will be freezing again ! ):
Boo! Gonna find someone to teach me MATH le D: i dont want to fail !

how are you !
♥

iloveyou.

♥ Sunday, August 15, 2010

Once something is mine,i will grab onto it till the day i die
♥

iloveyou.

♥ Friday, August 13, 2010

Boo!
Im so stress !~
Due to monday is exam yet i haven prepare -.-
GG uh ? i guess .
Nowadays im staying at home .
Boring uh ):
Recently everyone around me seem no mood.
I dont know who can i talk to.
Well i didnt go stay at sis house yesterday.
Today wake up at 12pm.
Yet im still tired but my mind just dont let me sleep
Bully me uh ):
No more anime to watch
Finding drama to watch but the website is cant watch -.-
Found alot of game but only can play at PSP
Yet my PSP cant play game -.-
My the photo thingy spoil -.-
Waiting for my uncle PSP .
And dont know when can i get it dots .
Im bored!
Later on then post (:

hope your leg will recover.
hope all your painfulness will be gone.
or pass them to me (:
takecare ♥

* edited *
Currently at sis house overnight as just now went shopping with her till 9 plus so went to her house (:
Heng jiefu let hehe :x
Back to the topics.
Meet sis at Farrer Park Mrt, then walk to City Square Mall.
Suppose to eat Seoul Garden at City Square Mall but end up eating Swensen cause there de Seoul Garden is not self-service de ):
After eating, went to Food Court buy fruit and walk to Comic Connection.
Ohmy! im gonna mad again once i walk in ._.
Bought alot of things of Shinee :x
And i saw one keychain which is $36 + .
I didnt buy and walk to see other things, guess what? my sis go and tell the person to take out -.- and lie me say see see only end up she bought it -.- !
She still want buy the big poster which cost $4o -.- heng she never buy !
Cause will get dirty.
SIS ARH! WHY YOU HOR ! ):
The total price is like, im gonna faint -.-, i didnt know that i take alot things ): when i heard the person say the price, i tio shock !
My heart feel hurt, why am i so mad! bought so much thing ):
Say hao she pay the keychain only end up she pay all RAWR!
Okay i faster go out of the store LOL!
Go walk walk see see new store. So walk till 9 plus take Mrt home. ( Sis home ) haha :x
Watch TV till 11 plus jiefu reach home.
Chat with sis awhile and went to bath after she done bathing.
Now watching Bull Fighting ! LOL
Im so bored ): Now its 3.5oam i wanna sleep but my eyes jiu shi dont want close.
Maybe going sleep soon ba haha
Goodnights (:

Tomorrow i will be studying.
Goodluck me (:
Cause monday is the subject i cant pass de paper.
EBS and Science, both is my worst CMI!
Try to pass it !
Jiayou me

sis i really thanks you alot !
you always will help me buy what i wanted the most
but did you see how much is the thing?
do you know it hurts when im spending your money?
i rather you use your money on your things or heal your leg or save those money, it is better than those thing i want to buy, it not important at all you know?
your health is more important ! ):
i wont be so mad anymore, i promise.

pray that your painfulness will disappear.
pray that your leg will recover.
takecare uh !
iloveyou
♥ JPSW
my beloved sister.

iloveyou.

♥ Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Didnt sleep well as i only sleep less than 1 hour -.-
Wao ?
But still manage to get up for school haha.
Went to school.
Lesson as normal.
Math > English > Science > Recess > Chinese > CPA > Break > EBS .
End school .
Went to eat with Jiajun and Zolene.
After that went to causeway buy mama de food
And bus-ed home.
Home Sweet Home ♥
Watch Jiajun use com till sian LOL!
So i go sofa lie down.
Wanted to watch the show, end up fall asleep till 1opm -.-
Nice one . LOL!
Pei her go wait bus.
Reach home, ate fruits and awhile later bath-ed.
Now using com.
Im still tired ):
Gonna go sleep soon
Goodnights.

I cant say even a word
Because im so hurt and scared
I dont wanna hurt
Because i love you

iloveyou.

♥

Alright, no one bother about this lame blog haha
I guess ?
Let see how should i start o-o
Hmm!
Recently my head just keep pop-ing out things that i dont wanted it to happen .
And end up i cried.
1 more month left and i will be leaving Christ Church
Wao ! nice ?
Cause maybe those laughter of mine, going to fade soon
In ITE life, oh well my life is like that.
People are always leaving me one by one.
People are always act like a very good friend with you, but inside they didn't even treat you as a friend.
I was thinking, how am i going to survive in ITE -.-
Im always being the one that is left behind.
But no one knows ?
Right now, i think im only closer with my sis now.
She always know when im upset and always try and make me laugh without asking why.
And let me hug her whenever im upset.
But only one day of laughter should be enough ba.
As she's always so busy of her thing.
Friends are always busy with their things.
Well im always the one who be their listening ear.
But who will be mine?
Sometime i really hate myself cause i cant even comfort a person.
There's a person that i try to comfort, end up made the person more sad.
What's this ! -.-
Well i use to have a listening ear once, but now its gone
Well, whenever i wants to speak out.
My mind will always stop me and ask me not to say.
Why ? I just want to say out all my things that hidden in my heart
But is it so difficult ?
I always cry infront of my papa pooh.
Tell him everything.
Yeah this is what i usually do.
I want people to notice me when im sad but i hate people who keep on asking the reason why im sad.
And N level coming,
Im gonna force myself to study math
What else should i do ?
I always want to MIA, want to be emo
But i just cant, why ?
What if one day i really MIA, will anyone notice it ?
Will anyone care about it ? Who knows
My friends are always leaving one by one.
Maybe im gonna stay in the darkness world again.
Oh well i have nothing to say now.
My mind become blank.
I wanted to cry
But i just dont wish to cry anymore.
Goodnights.

thanks sis ♥
you're the best (:
thank you very much.
iloveyou.

iloveyou.

♥ Sunday, August 8, 2010

Had so much fun although didnt do anything much.
Just go singing with sis at party world.

Hmm !
1pm woke up and ate lunch
Meet Jiajun at interchange and we take bus to vista
As i want to cut hair .
Actually is cut fringe LOL!
CMI ):
After cutting look QUITE okay ._.
But weird haha o:
Cab-ed home, pack things
Bus-ed to causeway.
Meet sis at boots and shoes as Jiajun go work.
Went to party world.
4pm till 8pm (:
Sing alot of song with her
♥
Time up !
Went to causeway take neoprint (:
Since so long didnt take neoprint with her.
Finally! haha .
9pm she went to meet jiefu le as i go buy things for mama.
Then bus-ed home.
Home Sweet Home ♥
Ate dinner and now using com (:
Bathing soon !
Im gonna watch my anime !
Post later
Ciaoooo (:

iloveyou.

♥ Saturday, August 7, 2010

Its 4.38pm lol !
Sis finally wake up o:!
Haha.
Going to go out soon (:
Let say about yesterday ?
Went to school and feel very weird ?
Cause im wearing white shirt plus pe shorts LOL!
Not match! lol :x
Haha nevermind.
Stay at hall from 9.45am till 11.15am jiu end school le haha.
Went to take bus home.
Home Sweet Home ♥
Slack at home till 6pm.
Train-ed down to Dhoby Ghaut meet sis.
Went to Compass Point buy things as sis cooking dinner .
After buying jiu take LRT to her house .
Was watching the W file as she was cooking.
Keep disiao-ing her hehe :x
Wait for jie fu reach home then start to eat.
Rest awhile then go bath.
Watch anime while dying hair .
Around 3am sleep-ed.

Today wake up at 1am.
Watch anime till now LOL!
Now pei-ing sis go down buy lunch
Byee (:

imissyou
♥

iloveyou.

♥ Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Short post (:
Went to school ,
And awhile later lessons started.
Math, English, Science, Recess, MT, CPA, Break, EBS.
End school went to Kimkee class slack awhile.
Went to causeway buy donut ! (:
And bubble tea for mama.
Oh well .
Then bus-ed home .
Home Sweet Home ♥
Use com awhile,
Help mama cook :x
6plus ate my dinner.
Wait papa came home,
Went to NTUC with mama papa.
8pm reach home.
Bath, use com, downloading songs, editing picture , posting now (:
LOL!
Alright im going to sleep.
Goodnights (:

how are you?
imissyou ♥
takecare uh.
nothingelsetosay(:

iloveyou.

♥ Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Alright !
Hello (:
Reached school at 7am .
Went to Kimkee de class as my class haven open.
Time up.
Class still no key so put bag at her class.
Walk to hall.
It was sooooo cold, wear jacket still so cold ):
English paper 1 was quite hard ):
9.4oam break till 1o.15am went back to hall.
Get ready for English paper 2.
So-so uh . Do finish my paper lie down awhile then Mr.Koa kick my table LOL!
Tio shock ._. ?
11.4oam they collect paper.
Walk to canteen eat.
Went to take bus home.
Home Sweet Home ♥
Pei mama go downstair buy food.
Bought bubble tea :x
Back home, anime.
Till 3pm ? They go pick durian ):
Left me alone at home .
Im so bored,
Went to clean my room table.
Many books become blank ?
LOL!
After cleaning, went to bath.
Cooking maggie mee now :x .
Haha ! but nothing to drink ):
Okay go check my maggie mee le (:
Watching anime later .
Byebye !

The moment you entered through that door
I've only been staring at you
Will he smile?
Hey, baby, what will, baby

imissyou ♥

iloveyou.

♥ Sunday, August 1, 2010

Wake up at 1pm as i put alarm lol
Heng i wake up, as i 5am sleep the day before lol :x
Meet Kimkee at her house there de bus-stop at 1.4opm
It was raining, so we walk 1 big round LOL!
Meet Zolene and Jiajun at woodland MRT.
Train-ed to City hall and bugis .
Walk around 1 hour in there but found nothing.
So went to back to city hall.
Walk to penisula shopping centre .
Bought 2 hoodies and 1 sleeveless de hoodie LOL!
Cost me $3o -.- ohmy!
So hungry!
So train-ed to PS.
Wanted to eat sakae sushi but there dont have ):
Closed down ! SAD ):
So eat our early dinner at pastamania
Took some photos. ( will upload in facebook (: )
Went to comic connection after that.
I spend another $2o in there LOL!
Im going broke -.-
Pei Zolene to breadtalk as she buying bread.
Went to B2 buy food for mama.
Then train-ed home .
Home Sweet Home (:
Bath, watch anime and downloading things, listening songs.
Now its 2.22am LOL!
Going sleep soon !
Tomorrow having exam ._.
Goodlucks everyone (:
And goodnights

goodluck to you ! (:
jiayou uh.
iloveyouboy
♥

iloveyou.