♥ Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Alright, no one bother about this lame blog haha
I guess ?
Let see how should i start o-o
Hmm!
Recently my head just keep pop-ing out things that i dont wanted it to happen .
And end up i cried.
1 more month left and i will be leaving Christ Church
Wao ! nice ?
Cause maybe those laughter of mine, going to fade soon
In ITE life, oh well my life is like that.
People are always leaving me one by one.
People are always act like a very good friend with you, but inside they didn't even treat you as a friend.
I was thinking, how am i going to survive in ITE -.-
Im always being the one that is left behind.
But no one knows ?
Right now, i think im only closer with my sis now.
She always know when im upset and always try and make me laugh without asking why.
And let me hug her whenever im upset.
But only one day of laughter should be enough ba.
As she's always so busy of her thing.
Friends are always busy with their things.
Well im always the one who be their listening ear.
But who will be mine?
Sometime i really hate myself cause i cant even comfort a person.
There's a person that i try to comfort, end up made the person more sad.
What's this ! -.-
Well i use to have a listening ear once, but now its gone
Well, whenever i wants to speak out.
My mind will always stop me and ask me not to say.
Why ? I just want to say out all my things that hidden in my heart
But is it so difficult ?
I always cry infront of my papa pooh.
Tell him everything.
Yeah this is what i usually do.
I want people to notice me when im sad but i hate people who keep on asking the reason why im sad.
And N level coming,
Im gonna force myself to study math
What else should i do ?
I always want to MIA, want to be emo
But i just cant, why ?
What if one day i really MIA, will anyone notice it ?
Will anyone care about it ? Who knows
My friends are always leaving one by one.
Maybe im gonna stay in the darkness world again.
Oh well i have nothing to say now.
My mind become blank.
I wanted to cry
But i just dont wish to cry anymore.
Goodnights.
thanks sis ♥
you're the best (:
thank you very much.
iloveyou.
