♥ Saturday, September 11, 2010
Well i just reach home. While in the cab, i was thinking . . . alot of things.But my mind is blank. Im starting to get weak.Why my heart is so heavy than before? Before was quite okay until i talk about my past just now? It starts to hurt alot as the face of the person i hate came back.Just now keep on drinking.How i wish that i can drunk. I want to erase that person that make me suffer for the last one and the half year.Those things that you said, all are just a lies.I hate this feeling.Well, many people said that it will be hard to forget the first love.But no matter what i will make myself to forget even if it will suffer. I wish to hit my head on the wall so that i can forget everything when i woke upBut i dont want! Cause it will also make me forget the one that i love and those people around me.My heart already have a stone Now one more bigger stone is on my heart.It is even painful than before.How can i remove this stupid big stone ? rawr! I must be strong even through im weak.Cause im weak enough for one person already I dont wish to become more weak than before cause of you . well i said out for im thinking of today.24th goodbye. (: lol no more of you in my heart.
Okay i just saw a post in facebook as i remember what i gonna say Some people told me this too . Once you make a mistake in front of the person, the person will have a bad impression on you and will forever remember the mistake that you made.
well i guess he have a bad impression on me now .
o6th's ♥