♥ Thursday, December 31, 2009
Happy New Year all (:Wish everyone be healthy and always stay happy (:Didnt have a good day . Stay at home alone . ~Haiz shag . Sms him really can *** -.-Wont reply de . 10 msg inside reply 3 or 4 nia ~.~Whatever bah . You dont care me anymore le .Are all your promises a lie ?What can i do ?I've no right to say you le . Cause no matter what i do/say , You will always angry . Blah . .I miss your sweet kisses .
I miss your warmth hug .
I miss your gentle hand .
I miss the voice that you say i love you .
When can i get back those feeling ?
Without you ,Im starting to fall again~Everything change~Your feelings to me has change . Like im stranger to you . Sometime i really wants to tell you whats my heart feel .But i just dont wanna make you angry .
Let it be bah .
iloveyou can le . (:
Smile uh <3
♥ Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Yesterday has a good dream (:Woke up at 11 plus . Wash up . Went to causeway buy birthday present for him (:After buying . Went to look for piggy bank . No shop sell le SAD T_T2 piggy bank broke . -.-Reach his house .Blahblahblah . Night took cab back home . Im really tiredHmm! I should save money for 1 year anniversary le Hmm! What can i buy . Let me think . . . I was thinking ,Will you keep it forever ? Or u will throw it away next time ? o-o ? Hope that u treasure the thing (: For our memories . . ._.Am i still in part of your heart ?
The forever home you give me .
Izzit still there for me ?
Can i stay forever ?
iloveyou baby ♥
muacks
♥ Monday, December 28, 2009
Happy birthday to
Kenny Sim Kang Ye ♥
Darling i love you ~
Stay happy uh (:
Cried at nights .
My heart is falling .
Weaker and weaker .
Why .
Why cant i make you smile ?
Im starting to hate myself .
My heart gonna break down just now .
Whole person nearly fainted ~
Can we really last forever ?
Just like we promise each other ,
From the day our love began ?
Can we ?
Will your feeling changes ?
iloveyou .
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Goodnights .
♥ Friday, December 25, 2009
What a Lonely Christmas Stay at home sleep until 6pm -.-How i wish i could sleep until tomorrow . Forget everything today . But i cant sleep . If i force myself of sleeping . I will get headache . While walking . My head is spinning ~ Feel like going to faint ~Every year of Christmas are always the same . LONELY !!!!!!!!!!!! 3 more days .And its your birthday . Just hoping that your mood can be good . ~.~ ciaoo Dont wanna say it anymore . Just slowly forget today is Christmas . Or can i say . Slowly forget every year is Christmas . Maybe it will be better (: iloveyou .
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muacks .
♥ Thursday, December 24, 2009
I miss your lovely voice when u said i love you .I really wan you to spend time with me . Go out together . Wish that all your unhappy thing will be gone !I really feel like crying when i see u unhappy . Even if u never say i can feel it . I wish thatYou can love me more than i love you .You can dote me like before . You can care me like before . You can talk to me like before . You can sms me more like before .You can chat with me like before . You can call me like beforeYou can tell me everything like before .You can pei me more than i pei you . You can tell me the true like before .You can turn back to the person i know earlier .Well . . . I know it wont come true .Once a person change , Its hard to change it back .
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Sad and tired day . . .Im feeling sleepy ~Morning 7 plus woke up . Slack dao 9 plus go wash up . Go down wait cab . 1 hour of waiting -.-All wet -.-~Then finally got cab -.-So 10.45 took cab . Reach his house . See him maple and dota and audi . Then chat chat with him and his mama awhile .Then all go sleep . Left me alone . Wait until night . He woke up . We cabbed to checkpoint as his parent wan buy the PS1 control thing . After buying . Cabbed back to his house . Then awhile later cabbed home . As he meeting his friends -.- Well . Didnt talk much . Today the worst ? Talk bu dao 50 words -.- ? or 20 ? 0.oJust slowly walk behind . And he will never turn behind -.- .Yeah . Lets hope tomorrow he will bring me out . Just now wanted to sleep but cant .Eye keep closing but jiu shi cant sleep ~Had a feeling that he got things hiding . But he wont tell me anything . Can feel that he's no mood . Dont know why . I dont dare to ask him -.-Im waiting for you . ~ Tomorrow no presents again . Every year always no presents .Only my sis will give me <3Love her so much .Wondering will he give me christmas present ? I think no ba . Lets see how (:Jealous of other couple! All so romantic ! T_TMerry Christmas <3
iloveyou baby <3
♥ Wednesday, December 16, 2009
I wanna care of him . But will he know it ? I dont know what can i do now .Carry on with those fake smile ? Or just cry it out . Your action is getting more and more . . . . You wont listen to me anymore . Only thing i can say is iloveyou . I dont care you know anot . I just love you .This is the 1st time i love someone so deeply . yeahh ~.~But he wont feel it . He wont know anything . Christmas coming . And dont know can celebrate with him anot .~.~ im going to broke . Soon buying 50k for maple20k for audition . $50 dollar for christmas His birthday i still dont know what can i buy . Will he keep it or throw it away if i buy anything ?Who knows . He wont know everything that i done for him . $200 like that jiu gone ~ Soon ~Yeah who cares ? I love him can le
You will be my last romance .
i love you my boy ♥
♥ Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Had a feeling that everything gonna change .What can i do ?I feel like crying now .Im scare .But no one know .T_T
♥ Monday, December 14, 2009
Baby~I miss youI hope that all your fake smile will turn into real ♥I want you to be happy forever (:iloveyouforevermyboy
9 months and still counting !
I will never break any promises anymore
Important promises will never be break (:
iloveyou more than you will ever know
♥ Sunday, December 6, 2009
Sometime i feel like tagging heart but ~ Yeah but . . . Soo will be stucking at the same ring bah . ~.~No need to dream to max ring le . ~._. Just woke up And going buy books After washing up (: byee
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I miss the day that when we talk alot ): <
Im not being myself anymore (:
Oh and
I wont be posting unless something good happen (:
Byes